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Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Thank you for seeing me grow up into the man than i am today...Fighting Free, its been a long 5 years and im finally done...Thank you for listening to my tears, sharing my joy and recording my history...Its time to start a new chapter...maybe ill start up a new site, and maybe i won't...for now, im starting life as a nurse, a new beginning, but never forgetting the past...and thats what you're here for...Cheers to all those who loved/hated this shit while it lasted...im moving on tonight... :) Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: Cause all good things come to an end eventually PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:52 PM | Comment
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Contract signed and its time to move on...2 more weeks and ill be saying goodbye to pending...for all its memories, lessons learnt and also the beautiful view of the trees in the pending carpark...yes the trees...beautiful pe...zZz...ill admit, im not over it even now but there's no turning back...i tried to dig up the anger, hatred within but i just cant...im too fucking nice i wanna puke sometimes...i dont mean any ill, i dont wish for revenge, i just wish that we dont meet under the same sky anymore, cause if we do, i dnt know how to react...cause i know somewhere deep inside, kept locked away, i still love her...just 2 weeks, 2 weeks in canadian pizza and ill never come back unless its to visit maz who's in a totally different area, so it shd be fine...i really do feel like i've grown up with her as part of my life, so its way harder...just a few months back we were gigling as we tickled each other, trapped in each other's warm embrace...chatting on the phone for hours about stupid things that came into our minds, going to far away places just for the sake of wasting time together...camwhoring like the camera's gonna be extinct tomorrow...i miss those times, i really do...moving on's not gonna be the same, but a whole new different experience...im gonna have to adapt to it...but i know, no matter how different it gets, ill always have this memory in my heart...cause i cherished every moment i had with her till the bitter end...and i dont have anything to regret, its God's will and i appreciate every minute of it...Alhamdulillah... Labels: A step forward PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:17 PM | Comment
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Just 3 more weeks and a new chapter will begin...im feeling so fucking impatient that i cld just jizz in my pants from all the eagerness to start over... Im feeling abit gay, period Le Nachos
PuNKRoCKBoi at 1:59 AM | Comment
Sunday, October 16, 2011
I miss feeling complete, where i'd get butterflies in my stomach every day, i'd be so happy that i'd keep silent just to take my time to bask in the moments....id look forward to every single free time of my life...i pushed everything else aside, just so i cld spend time with that one person...but thats all over now...in time it'll come again, and im gonna make it even more perfect...i have to admit that even im kinda jealous of the couple that's in front of me...a perfect girl who's patient, beautiful, trustworthy, loving and has a beautiful heart...she gave me hope that there are others ard thats the same...just, hard to find...i have to be patient, cause im done trying...ill let it happen by itself instead, ill know myself when to react...its gotten me a wee bit down, but ill bounce back like i did before and things'll be alright... Labels: Incomplete PuNKRoCKBoi at 4:09 PM | Comment
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Heh, life's been a roller coaster for me...i miss the kids, i miss the stayovers...but hey, they might be coming back soon...Sky's sis already said i cld loan them for a month...yeaahoooo...they completely erased the problems i've had in mind...when i said goodbye at the airport, it felt like family, like they're my own lil kids...kinda sad to see them go...they really brightened up my life even if its just a few weeks... Other than that, a 7 hours karaoke really improved Sky's singing, i loved to duet with Fila cause our voices fit well together, going out with Syirah shocked Zura, Sky and Fila...had plenty of sleepovers and met Sky's gorgeous sister in laws from australia during his sis's wedding...its been an awesome month apparently, i've had the best side of it to compensate for the shit i endured the previous month...now its back to finding jobs and im stuck with choices...pretty soon the full time's gonna come and the freetime will lessen up...daymn, i miss the kids, i miss Sky and i miss Fila...dad's not doing too great either so as a good son im staying at home taking care of him...shocked me when i returned home to find him having chest pains...forced myself awake watching over him till i knocked out...so poor thing la my dad...ill still keep praying for god to lessen his pain insya'allah...bills keep coming in frm bike and phone and im getting lesser working time in canadian...daymn, hopefully ill get a gd fulltime soon...looking forward to it...love cn wait, money comes 1st i guess...as shitty as it is, thats life, but who cares right, i was prepared to face this aniways... Gotta work on my singing abit more...a lil at a time...then i cn boast it around...muahahahha, k stopeed eh Nachos...ey, who knows, maybe cn bcome rockstar!..waahahhaha...long shot la siols...k im crapping again...mendaaaak!!! k bye... Labels: Roller coaster PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:26 AM | Comment
Monday, October 03, 2011
Well, god certainly has a weird way of showing that perfect girls do exist...beautiful, loving, matured and has a good heart...its out there, only closer than i thought...hopefully ill find one more, cause this one is starting to pull my heart closer slowly and its goddamn wrong...wow, its so shocking im jammed like when i was called 1st un line to talk for the SIA interview...control, relax, go with the flow and what will be will be... :) Labels: So wrong PuNKRoCKBoi at 1:34 AM | Comment
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Seriously, fuck you...fuck you for entering my life...fuck you for breaking me down to my lowest...fuck you for being the one my heart cant say no to...fuck you for disturbing the peace in my mind...fuck this fate shit cause we should never have met at all..i regret everything...every single moment...every single time we shared, every single tear i cast...i was over it, i was FUCKING OVER IT...and you just had to pop up, not once but twice...yes it fucking shook me, yes it fucking destroyed everything i braced myself for...im not your fucking tool and im not a fucking pawn...if you have even the slightest bit of pity down inside that rotten core, then do not fucking mesg me again...i fucking hate myself for turning each time i reach for the delete button...i dont want to live my life thinking of you at all...i am nothing in your eyes and i want to stay that way...after all im just that guy who wanted you just purely for sex right...so why the fuck did you even bother...i dont want anything anymore, i just want to live my life in fucking peace...so get out of my head, get out of my dreams, get out of my life...i dont even want to care, i dont even want to think...dont forget the last mail you send me and keep those words to yourself...im broken enough already...
PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:40 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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