Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Its really down to tis...i wonder hw much more i can take...i dun wan to lose her...part of me feels tat its juz plain wrg...but part of me wants to go along wit it...my heart fighting wit my mind...i dunno wat to do animore...which to follow...it'll juz end up in me being hurt either ways....y does it hav to be like tis...i wish it could go back to the way it was before...this is probably the worst dilemma i've ever had before in my life...never tot i'd be faced wit tis kinda situation...
Tis morning i juz had to wake up n think of her..n i feel juz plain sad...its bloody confusing n im juz breakin up inside...i told her im nt meetin her today...gonna clear my head...its all messed up n confused inside...gonna share tis wit a brother wit the similar problems...im juz glad tat he's there fer me...thx mun...
Im sry tat i din really thought abt wat might happen in the future...when i finally thought abt it...it hit me hard...n i realised its gonna be hard for me...yet i still respect ur decision...n im happy fer u...nw im juz wondering wat to do...i juz hope u'll understand...
There’s always something different going wrong,
The path I walk in the wrong direction,
There’s always someone fucking hanging on,
Can anybody help me make things better?


PuNKRoCKBoi at 8:51 AM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

.:Ill Fight For:.

Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again