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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Today, the past was mentioned, mistakes were seen and understood...laughed out abit to help reduce the short sad moment...there was never really anithing to be sad about...found out wat i really meant to her, n i couldnt help showing hw much i really loved her...but tat was abt 'us'...when we got to another place, we suddenly came to the topic abt 'me' n 'her'...our dark past...tears fell, n some almost came frm me...nw i know wat she really has been through n she knows wat i've been through as well..i feel tat it brings us closer to know tat we hav each other fer support over the past...she's one of the 3 ppl who knows abt my family nw...but after tat, when the topic chged to religion, i feel guilty and kinda weird...guilty over the things tat i've done and weird fer tokin abt tis cause its the 1st time tat i really toked abt tis topic wit someone else...oops, din tell her...aniways...we toked abt religious things we did n much2 more...i open up my heart n intentions fer the future...somehw she seemed happy...after tat, went on to her part of the topic...n tats when my heart sank...i couldnt believe it...nw tat i think abt it back, i feel so disgusted at myself...angry, ashamed n sorry fer her...i juz couldnt believe wat i did...nt respecting her decision...a fool i was...i felt like gg back in time n smacking myself...somehw, tis talk we had overall made me feel closer to her...i juz hope we may do this together n chg like we planned...thx fer everything syg...tis tok means alot...thx u many many much...:)
PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:04 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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