Saturday, July 19, 2008

I dunno wat life is animore...thinking back...i was born unlucky...unlucky to have a shitty past...unlucky to have a shitty brother...and unlucky to have parents who have no control over my brother but instead made up for it by venting their anger on me...and im unlucky to be facing this kind of crap since i was young...unlucky tat i have such a skinny body tat wont grow no matter hw much i eat...unlucky tat even though i my body was able to withstand so much punishment, my tears still was shed due to feeling of unfairness...n im unlucky in every other sort of way imaginable...so wat is luck? will it come when my brohter's gone? is there ani way to earn it?
Thinking back my patience is really not worthed it...same thing happening again near my bdae...last year it happened over the control for computer which ended up wit me getting punched in the face for my bdae...tis time it seems to be happening again bfore my bdae...tis is all crap...im sick of ppl telling me wat to do and taking advantage of my patience...it doesnt even happen wit my brother alone...ppl take advantage of my patience everywhere else...at werk, in school, outside and its getting annoying...i've really had enuf of tis...enuf is enuf...y shd i keep quiet when ppl scold me fer smth i din do at werk...y shd i juz get beaten up n not fight back at home? y shd i juz keep quiet abt ppl who take my cigarettes but nv buy their own? and most importantly, y should i juz keep it inside when im angry?? no more...im letting it out frm nw on...frens or family, brothers or sisters..frm nw on its gonna be me, myself n i...

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PuNKRoCKBoi at 9:38 PM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

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Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again