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Saturday, March 28, 2009
I think i nd help frm a psychiatrist(wonder if i spelt it right)..heck, i've been feeling down lately...i realised tt smiles and laughter are juz so hard to come by... something is missing...and i cant tell wat it is...friends? definitely, but sometimes i feel i still dun smile n laugh when im ard them...girls? well, part of me still thinks i dun really nd one tt badly but it could add some cheers to my life...family? definite no cause i've been hanging out wit them alot lately and still feel kinda quiet...so wat is it??
I've been so down lately tt i've been cursing at hw unlucky things are for me...in fact, i've been cursing abt being unlucky my whole life...for example, work problems, financial problems and parental problems...zZz...work, my dumb supervisor did not give me enuf schedule...i asked for 4 days full shift n she gave me oni 4 hours for the whole week...wtf...then she claims, she did not get my schedule request...then she starts blabbing abt hw incompetent i am and all tt crap abt me nt smiling during work...hw tha fuck do u expect me to smile when a fat asshole(tts her) keeps ordering me ard...i swear i have never heard her calling another staff for help, its always Le send the bill, Le send the food and Le dig my fucken backside for me its itchy...zZz... I nd a miracle, a change of luck, a new life...if onli it'll all come thru so easily...well, i cn keep on dreaming i guess.. Labels: Manic Depression-watever the fuck tt means.. PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:14 AM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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