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Thursday, July 30, 2009
It hurts...it still hurts...
Each empty day passes and breaking down makes it feel better... Each time i try to pull myself up, memories slam me back to the floor... Smells of u lingers frm the jacket u left behind... What's bcoming of me...feeling so empty... Each day ill ask myself, when will this end? Why cant i forget? Why is this harder than wat it was 2 years back? 2 years back it wld grow slowly better each day... But now, its killing me slowly...i feel a sword being dragged as slow as hell thru my heart... Each day more and more memories flood thru... Does anione else feel this way? does she feel this way? She's juz another girl i've lost...So y isit crashing down so hard? Y tha fuck am i losing my mind? who is she to me? Most importantly, what am i to her... Everywhere i go, when im working, when im lepaking wit sky n his friends, when im sleeping... all i think about, all i see...was her... I keep telling myself, stop being a fucken emo bastard, u're gonna get thru this.. Ill still end up with thoughts of her in my head... I'd rather die than to continue feeling this heavy pain... At the same time, im not stupid enough to go suicide... Y cant i juz be like other guys, break up with this girl, find another girl to spend my time with.. Y cant i juz go n flirt wit some stupid girl frm tagged or friendster and get someone new frm there? Simply cause im nt tt kinda guy...heck i wldnt even look at another girl when i was with her... and im nt saying this juz to be proud of it... That short 14 days...so much cld happen...so much cld change... For now, all i want is to get her back...its all i cld ever wish for... Labels: Are u even reading this... PuNKRoCKBoi at 1:36 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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