Saturday, July 25, 2009

Hey boobheads...lately its been juz work n lepak all the way...recently i have been trying to cut down on ciggies but its nt working out at all...i've been lepaking too much and tt causes me to smoke more...even the supervisors at my workplace keep asking me to go smoke...zZz...once i stop lepaking, im sure things will go better...i cn save money n cut down on ciggs at the same time...but its too hard!!! gaahhh...i've already asked darl to help me out on the cut down cigg part...i hope she will find out a way to help me soon...



On another note, the "know true pain" topic is still in my head ever since the day i posted abt it...i juz cant stop thinking abt it...i still nd to find an answer to tt...how to avoid pain...cause lately, another example appeared...ill put it in this story..
Person A is close to person B and C....person B went away and person C and A got real close and now person B returns and C is left stranded...in order for person A and person B to be happy, person C suffers...If person C has it his way, person B will be hurt...person A is in a dilemma to choose between both...

Now my failed answers to this dilemma...

Ans 1: Person B leaves cause he doesnt wan to spoil the relation between A and C
Problem: Person B gets hurt for person A's sake and unknowingly he hurts person A badly, even though he was trying to relieve the situation

Ans 2: Person A lies to person C and keeps B so she cn have both at the same time..
Problem: B doesnt like it cause it'll get harder for B n C to get along....and juz hw long do u think A cn keep lying?

My answer 3, now i havnt thought of a problem fer this one yet...cld this be the answer?

Ans 3: Person C accepts B and the 3 of them get along close...

Well, thats the story i thought of, u guys might nt understand it and think im juz a weird dork who wasted 10 mins of ur precious time reading this piece of junk...so be it...tis topic is gonna be stuck in my head for awhile i guess...my mind keeps telling me, to know other's true pain, u shd put urself in that other person's shoes...n bcause i did, i find myself trying to solve this problem...i dont want others to get hurt...i'd rather get hurt than let others get hurt bcause of me...and at the moment, my answers are stuck at hurting someone with watever move i make...so ill keep trying and trying...and ill get the answer eventually...tis is my promise to myself and this is my fight...

Tts all boobheads...till next time...

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PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:50 PM | Comment


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Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

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Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

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