Monday, July 27, 2009

Instincts arent juz for show...they'll tell u indirectly, but oh so truthfully...i guess ill never finish tt song...and i guess... tts the last song ill ever make...for its never gonna be the same...hw i wished, life wld go without sorrow for once...and juz when i thought i found the answer...i realise ill never be able to tell it...so who shd i blame? only one person...a stupid mind who stupidly bet his life into his dreams...only to lose his life in an instant...yep, its me...for every bit of happiness has a price...and mine was much to expensive to afford...so many things going thru my mind...so many things i wished i had time to say...wishing to hear tt voice one more time...to see her 1 more time...wishing to hold her tight and kiss tt forehead 1 last time...i swear if given 1 more chance i wld willingly take her in again...i've pitted my hopes so high that she was on the same level as sky...and all tt juz to have it taken away in the end...so much for my happy ending...so do i juz let it go? dont i get some kind of explaination? isnt there anithing i cn fucking do rather than juz sit down helpless? after finally melting and beating, is my heart gonna turn to stone again?...so what do i do now??...someone...please tell me...i've never felt so pathetic bfore in my life...

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PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:57 PM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

.:Ill Fight For:.

Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again