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Saturday, September 05, 2009
So it seems that i managed one last dance bfore ns...went out to buka with maz, hilda, rendy, lia n wan...was rendy's bdae so happy bdae dude...aniwayz, met sky n jepon there also...sky gt a thrashing frm me in pool...scored a dragonball(i dunno, arif calls it tt) in other words i scored all the balls in and sky din even get to shoot 1 ball in..wanted to do it in the 1st game but at the last ball, i scored black ball in...so 2nd game will have to do...aniwayz, im gonna go in on tuesday...so im gonna be missing all u boobheads out there..:'( n im especially gonna be missing U...yes U, u'll probably nt read this cause u dont have the link to my blog animore...for 1 month i've been enduring the pain of missing u...it may seem like i've been able to forget u n all but in reality, i've been missing u since tt day...each day, ill think abt u without fail, trying to find ways to hate u by thinking tt u used me n all but eventually ill start to daydream abt u coming back to me...words i cldnt say bfore all kept appearing in my head... u've been haunting me, tearing me down but bringing me up at the same time...its juz so sad to think tt i wont be able to see or even speak to u bfore tuesday...each day i wld wonder to myself hw u are, what u are doing and wanting to know if im still aniwhere in the corner of your mind...i still wonder if ill ever see u again...n if i do...i dont know hw to react...for the past month i've been like a stalker, looking thru ur blog n facebook in the hopes tt u chged ur mind one but...its strange isnt it...love is such a complicated asshole...its like a drug, once u taste it, ur addicted...and i cant stop myself frm believing tt if i keep thinking of u, u'll eventually come back...(stupid naruto made me think this...zZz..) i still wonder, wats so special abt her tt made me like this...or maybe its juz tt my heart will only allow me to be true to one girl...i dont know, god made me this way...and i finally got my anberlin songs frm fee...the lyrics of the song are all playing in my head each time i think of u...i want to forget, but at the same time i dont...cause u taught my heart a sense i never knew i had, at the same time, u caused me pain almost as great as the pain my brother caused...yea, i still remember those words, u were crying n said u already knew tt i wld be the one to cause u the most pain in ur life...well, wat u felt i probably feel 1 thousand times worse...after all, u did get me back, but u chose to let me go...when i was ard u, i felt like i was complete, living tt simple happy life tt i wished for all my life...it was like a dream come true...n when ur gone, i fell hard on the ground, breaking into pieces wishing it never happened...lying to myself never worked and never will...i know im being abit emotional with this post but i wont be able to do this while im in cd...bsides, u wont read this aniwayz...u dont have my bloglink...fer the meantime, ill juz keep praying, for this feeling to go away...
On a lighter note, im gonna be cutting my hair real soon, so im gonna be camwhoring like a lil slut in my room..hahhaha...the only thing to look forward to is karaoke with maz on sunday and then get ready for 2 years of time wasting shit...pics frm armelia's camera frm baybeats n today will nt be so soon...ill probably get them after i book out frm ns lol...so my camwhoring pics will have to do till then...wahahhaha...ill probably be updating somewhere in teh next 3 days...ouh ya, i still wonder if i cn get tt new song ready by then...if yes ill be posting it here with my other original song fighting free...im currently stuck after making the verse...aniwayz, i think tts all..i've emptied everything i have on my mind...and although its mostly abt her im still gonna miss u guys...when i book out we'll go out someplace aite...juz keep in touch...tc boobheads..:D Labels: I still miss u dodolish boobhead... PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:14 AM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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