Friday, October 16, 2009
This week, 1 poor guy gt admitted to the ICU...yea..here's the scoop...this guy saiful was in my section...we had to do this hose extension exercise...the tough part was nt the exercise...the tough part is tt we were all already shagged frm the previous exercises and we were in our bunker gear under hot sun...nw saiful n me were supposed to do this exercise tgt in timing...45 secs...sgt(sergeant) rizal, the most fucktup sergeant of the lot who sent 1 guy to the hospital the previous week was in charge...so we did it but our timing was 1 min so we had to do it again..zZz...2nd time was fucking tiring...was at our limit...then this time i did it in 56 secs...i was faster than saiful but still both had to do again...man it felt so fucking tiring...but somehw i did it in 31 secs...(rizal probably cheated the timing bforehand) but saiful who was so tired was too slow...after making up the hose n all, we stood at the back...then one of the enciks (some officer guy) shouted "eh are u ok or nt?" he was speaking to saiful...saiful was wobbling ard saying ok...definitely smth wrg there...rizal still cn go say" eh dun action la"..cb...nxt thing u know the guy went into the training shed n fell there..was conscious but had to be stretchered off to the MO(medical officer) i heard frm the light duty ppl tt he was unconscious when he reached the MO and he cldnt control his bowels, so he shit all over...in the end he was send to the ICU and was under life support...zZz....fuck sia...thinking back, it cld have been me...cause i went thru the exact same thing...n tt guy passed out frm the fit squad somemore...haiz...guess rizal is gonna have to face the poor dude's parents...
On another note, i suddenly feel i've lost motivation for ERS...nt bcause of the incident but bcause i kinda feel i've lost my reason to carry on...with confusing bullcrap running thru my mind, i feel i nd to hang on...things feel different...when i held it in my hands, i felt like i cld cry a thousand tears and it felt like i cld never let it go, for its a prayer tt has been answered...but it feels totally different...what does it mean...i am so confused... Labels: Answers are needed once again PuNKRoCKBoi at 7:06 PM | Comment |
.:Its Who I aM:. ![]() Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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