Sunday, November 01, 2009
Fer some reason i cldnt stop smiling...i went up to the roof to smoke n clear my mind abit...there i made some decisions for the future tt i plan to carry out starting tml...the reason i cldnt stop smiling was cause a dream of the future i had frm bfore kept flashing in my mind...well, its nt clear tt it will come true but a guy cn dream rite? haha...its time i change a lil...for once i wanna kick out this lazy habit of mine...its time to train and grow stronger both physically n mentally...my six packs are starting to show a little weee bit due to the inverted sit ups i did at the gym back at camp..although i have to admit i was doing it juz to impress someone...im gonna continue to pray tt i get thru this 6 months course...maybe ill even think of signing on if i were to make it thru...then im gonna try to cut down n eventually quit smoking by the time i get to the fire station/bcome cda instructor...
1stly, i gotta slap myself awake n get over this depressed feeling i've been having fer quite some time now...its juz not worthed it...its time i loved myself more...now im focusing on the goal to bcome a man...it may sound crappy but even i have dreams to lead a simple life, get my own hse, be independent, get a stable job n get married to a lovely wife...although the last part doesnt really seem tt important...so im gonna work hard to get all those...but NS comes 1st..n im grateful to god fer putting me in this ERS course...it gives me another path towards a great stable job... Olright boobheads, think im gonna go hit the hay nw...gt a whole day of guard duty ahead...cant wait to see wat funny things lies ahead....Mucho love, Le Nachos... Labels: Smile fer the future... PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:41 AM | Comment |
.:Its Who I aM:. ![]() Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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