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Friday, March 19, 2010
I held through the sorrows fer a day...i kept it in and din say much of even a word...and now im back..i thought i wld break down again...but suddenly..i feel a mixture of sadness and happiness at the same time...i feel happy cause its my last week, gonna POC nxt week...but at the same time i feel that im down due to the overwhelming sadness she made me feel..also the fact that im starting to miss 35th ERS...but somehow, the feeling was just too great that i cld cry and smile widely at the same time...i dont know why i feel this way...maybe there's smth more to the happiness there...i wont deny the fact that im heartbroken to bits...but suddenly it feels like 2 huge emotions dominating my head that im more to happy...this feels like a perfect dayeven though its not...im still smiling with the urge to let out some tears...maybe it'll last for only one day...at least im going to my bro's bdae celebration smiling... :')
I wonder if its gonna be any easier this time...i have no reason to blame another in this matter so its supposed to be much easier...but i felt different...its probably due to the feeling...and maybe im changing and maybe not...still miss it badly but im still smiling....i wonder whats going on...I only wish you could make it better...and i hope nothing will spoil my mood tonight... :') Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: :') PuNKRoCKBoi at 7:21 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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