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Saturday, April 24, 2010
Sometimes i wonder...are suicidal thoughts normal in every person's life? people go through different bizarre depressing moments that brings them down to their lowest...are we all the same minds going through different lives? Each let down is a new lesson found, no doubt...but its either you learn from it, or you keep dwelling on the past which seems so irreversible in hopes that it will change...but what about the people causing this depression of others...dont they go through the same thing? Im sure most of them did...so if they know hw it feels like, why do they still do it? as i think through this, im stuck cursing and swearing those people...it doesnt just happen...its deliberate...the shit part is, they know what others are going through and they still cause it...
Back to the suicidal part...different people have different points of view, no doubt about that...some are just born lucky and some arent...from my point of view life isnt worthed it, cause shit is happening in every part of my life...sure there are some parts where its enjoyable but whats the point if you are gonna suffer after each happy moment...3/4 of my childhood life was ruined by a dickhead who was said to be my brother and now im facing shit like ns, fidza, control freak parents and fear of facing the future...isnt there anything at all tt cld make me feel content with life...the fact that there are others going through life a million times worse does not help at all, cause it'll just make me pity them and curse life more...i wonder whats waiting in the afterlife...is it just a blank state of mind like when you sleep? then i'd wish for that now...it occurs to me that i may never be able to find meaning in life, even by loving others, being loved or having a perfect life...so i still wanna know what good life is...somebody enlighten me... Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: Suicidal PuNKRoCKBoi at 8:10 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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