Thursday, April 01, 2010
So Sky finally left for australia...and im hanging from a loose thread wondering what's gonna happen next...i have absolutely nobody to turn to when im down...feels like such a bad timing for him to go...he always manage to cheer me up with his stupid stories...i got that weird feeling again this morning...wondering what happened...hopefully its nothing...and i dreamt again...this time i was in a hospital after some accident unconscious and Sky was there...suddenly she pops out of nowhere with her...and she said something and sky fought back with words...she got pissed and tried to punch Sky...in an instant i jumped out of bed, iv drips still attached, grabbed her hand and smashed her face with my feet..she already did something i could never forgive(took me awhile to realise this too) and now she wants to lay a hand on Sky? ill never let her do that even if she's a guy/girl...whatever she is...not in a million lifetimes...aniways, its just dream...
I keep trying to wean myself of it but it keeps floating ard in my mind...in games, sleep and even when im fuckin showering...nw that sky is nt there to take it away i can be sure its gonna kill me slowly...i fucking hate to see tt someone precious fall far into that black hole...i wanna kill the satan brainwashing tt person so bad...giving up wouldnt even seem to appear on the option list..cause ill do anything, anything at all to pull that person out of the abyss and push her up...and i know i wont have any regrets doing so... Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: Still waiting... PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:52 PM | Comment |
.:Its Who I aM:. ![]() Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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