Thursday, April 01, 2010

So Sky finally left for australia...and im hanging from a loose thread wondering what's gonna happen next...i have absolutely nobody to turn to when im down...feels like such a bad timing for him to go...he always manage to cheer me up with his stupid stories...i got that weird feeling again this morning...wondering what happened...hopefully its nothing...and i dreamt again...this time i was in a hospital after some accident unconscious and Sky was there...suddenly she pops out of nowhere with her...and she said something and sky fought back with words...she got pissed and tried to punch Sky...in an instant i jumped out of bed, iv drips still attached, grabbed her hand and smashed her face with my feet..she already did something i could never forgive(took me awhile to realise this too) and now she wants to lay a hand on Sky? ill never let her do that even if she's a guy/girl...whatever she is...not in a million lifetimes...aniways, its just dream...

I keep trying to wean myself of it but it keeps floating ard in my mind...in games, sleep and even when im fuckin showering...nw that sky is nt there to take it away i can be sure its gonna kill me slowly...i fucking hate to see tt someone precious fall far into that black hole...i wanna kill the satan brainwashing tt person so bad...giving up wouldnt even seem to appear on the option list..cause ill do anything, anything at all to pull that person out of the abyss and push her up...and i know i wont have any regrets doing so...

Mucho Love,
Le Nachos

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PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:52 PM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

.:Ill Fight For:.

Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again