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Sunday, December 26, 2010
Ill be taking my time figuring out what i wanna do in the future...it hits me so suddenly that i'm not prepared...that i take my own time with my life just bcause im having it easy now...i thought i had it all planned out, like finish ns, go on a dream holiday and then sign on as a section commander and save up to get my own house and start living on my own, then start taking classes on the four important religious subjects that my dad told me to seek...but somewhere along these lines, i feel something missing...my heart keeps telling me something's amiss, something was left behind...i wonder if this was it, but i've never included anything about starting my very own family...i wonder if what i earn will ever be enough...sure ill get higher pay as i rise up through the ranks...sure there are alot of people doing this all around...it seems like its gonna be a struggle, just for cash...cause without it, we cant live in this world...hw i wish it was caveman times where i cld just wake up, hunt for food and hump anything tts around me and then back to sleep...easier tt way huh...who wldnt wish for that...maybe its just me who does...
I wonder, will i ever meet any of this expectations...i need to make a pact, a vow, a personal promise that i would never break that ill do everything in my power to ensure i actually go through all that i've written above...it wont be easy but i have to do it...its life, it wont be easy forever...and i dont know where to start...once ns ends, i have to be totally independent...its happening now cause i've started, now i just have to get my own house and maybe there it'll be easier...someone please support me through all this...oh yea, blogs dead, nobody's reading...guess im all alone on this...not a bad start after all... Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: Future talk PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:53 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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