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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I cant believe it...i cant accept it...i still cant take it...it hurts so bad...so fucking bad...i just broke down and thankfully its during my break...i cant do this anymore..life is too cruel and too painful...i cant see much of a bright future at all...i hate this...i know its coming...i can fucking feel it...this pain too familiar to forget...its time...i've never felt this suicidal before in my entire life...all i could do was delay the final blow...i think im gonna be dead before it comes...i just know it...everytime something good comes into my life, everytime im happy and satisfied, something or someone will always ruin it all...tts just it isnt it? im just not destined to live happy...i've told myself a thousand times that things are gonna get better, i still have a long future ahead, it'll be worthed it in the end...but this, THIS was the last straw that made me realise it all...i could never be happy, at least not for long...no one could ever pull me back from the edge...cause i've got no one left...i might as well find peace in death...no matter how torturous it is, it wont be as bad as realising my whole life was never to have a happy ending no matter hw hard i try...if i were to survive, it'll just prolong my suffering...the end...
PuNKRoCKBoi at 6:41 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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