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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
I was surprised, astounded and speechless...a day i thought wld end sad...a day which was supposed to pass by normally for you...but it ended sadder for you and happier for me...dont get me wrong, im not entirely happy that you're sad, but it shows alot that you cld be this way...ill be honest and say that i dont think it'll last too long, but its really up to you to prove me wrong again...someone missing me like this, was something i always thought would never happen EVER in my life...but you proved that wrong...im sorry i made u shed tears, im sorry i had to do it...but i dont want to just keep hoping that u'll be mine and be powerless to do anything about it...you keep getting bored with me, a sign of immaturity where you cant hold on...im nothing too dear to you till the moment i turned my back..."i was always there, but not this time..." that was what i wanted you to think and see how you wld really react...although i must admit i really wasnt expecting that reaction...truth is, im still there, even though we're not contacting, im always there...i think i made it rather obvious when i said "call me if u really need me"..but im sure u never saw through it, and tts a good thing...
I've always wanted to be loved, missed and thought about, yes that i very much agree...but i've had it when i had you...and when i lost you, i thought i still wanted just to be loved...but i was wrong...dead wrong...Aifa made me realise that...It had to be you...it just HAD to be you loving me, missing me, thinking of me and feeling what i feel...and thats what i really wanted..then i cld probably die happy...i hope u realise this soon enough...cause i really cant do it...i wanna scold you so u know what i dont like about you...i wanna hug you to show how much i really miss you...i wanna kiss your forehead just to show how much i love you...and i wanna keep holding you in my arms with you holding me back to show that im yours and to know that you're mine as well...this saturday and sunday i wanna spend every last minute with you, enjoy every second with you and treasure every heartfelt moment with you...and then, i wonder, will i really move on... Mucho Love, Le Nachos Labels: Dont let me do this PuNKRoCKBoi at 7:35 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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