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Wednesday, August 03, 2011
This is fucking out of hand...im so weak, so ashamed....it feels so shitty and i have nowhere to tell it to but here in this blog...how did i get so weak? and when?? why of all things do i desire so very much, something that could ruin something so precious...i've got what i wanted and im throwing it all away just because of lust?! just because of something i want so bad i cant control?!...i fucking hate this to the core...as of now, i dont deserve someone as beautiful as her...the only thing i deserve and probably should have right now is a nympho slut who'll give in to my desires...but that's a sad disgusting commentary even in itself...i want her, i've fought so hard with everything that i have for her, i've endured all kinds of mental torture just so i could live with something so beautiful, so precious...and now im staining it with my own selfishness...im downright sick of myself...i need to find a way out of this now...or ill lose her and myself to lust....
PuNKRoCKBoi at 2:27 AM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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