Monday, August 29, 2011
The second raya that feels empty...most of the time im supposed to meet my cuzzes, shit happens and it totally ruins my mood cause ill be thinking about it...but thats life or shd i say thats my life...still, knowing that, im gonna try harder this month, to turn away from the dark side of life and try to actually smile this time...its hard, its difficult, but ill do it, i know i can...i've recently calmed down from a fit of fanaticism and mesges from the former actually made it worse, as though it tears out and reopened the hole in my heart that just healed...but i cant do much about that either, ill just continue to pray and keep wishing that things will be alright...im hanging on to my friends clinging tightly to distract myself from shitty thoughts that shouldnt have appeared...im gonna make it through this after all...now, i have work later and i prayed hard for god to keep these pair of eyes away, and for this heart to remain calm...things are going to be fine...and ill be unstoppable again once this phase ends...
PuNKRoCKBoi at 2:39 PM | Comment |
.:Its Who I aM:. ![]() Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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