Monday, August 29, 2011

The second raya that feels empty...most of the time im supposed to meet my cuzzes, shit happens and it totally ruins my mood cause ill be thinking about it...but thats life or shd i say thats my life...still, knowing that, im gonna try harder this month, to turn away from the dark side of life and try to actually smile this time...its hard, its difficult, but ill do it, i know i can...i've recently calmed down from a fit of fanaticism and mesges from the former actually made it worse, as though it tears out and reopened the hole in my heart that just healed...but i cant do much about that either, ill just continue to pray and keep wishing that things will be alright...im hanging on to my friends clinging tightly to distract myself from shitty thoughts that shouldnt have appeared...im gonna make it through this after all...now, i have work later and i prayed hard for god to keep these pair of eyes away, and for this heart to remain calm...things are going to be fine...and ill be unstoppable again once this phase ends...


PuNKRoCKBoi at 2:39 PM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

.:Ill Fight For:.

Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again