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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I felt that this raya was way better than expected, the cousins were overly excited to meet each other, and some people changed...it was awesome, it was family...the first sad news i got when i reached, my dad was sick after dialysis and needed to rest, and my mum accompanied him home..i wanted to go back, but my mum wanted me to extend her regards to the cousins they were visiting , and so i tagged along...it all seemed awesome, i had a great time, laughed alot and was very happy till i got home...i went to check up on dad, asked for forgiveness from both of them...i hugged, kissed and salam them...my dad asked why i was working so much, and i told him, it was to make myself stable first, then i'd proceed to save up for them, so they could stop working...my dad insisted on continuing but i told him to stop and leave it all to me, same goes to mum...and in the touchy2 moment, my dad asked questions that i least expected...when are you gonna bring that girl home to see us...the one in the universal studios photo...my heart stopped...i sucked it all up, told them who it really was and said its was over and we werent contacting anymore...my dad still wanted me to bring her home...and i couldnt...or rather i cant...i ended our conversation, went to my room and the tears wouldnt stop falling...i wiped it off, went to pray...and i asked god, with all my heart poured into that doa, "please make my parents happy" and i kept tearing all the way...i want to find someone who'll be able to love my parents as much as she loves me, i want to find someone worthy of being called their daughter in law...and im ready to do anything it takes, including preparing myself thoroughly...and it all starts now...selamat hari raya mum and dad, forgive me of all my wrongdoings...ill make you proud of me one day...i promise...
PuNKRoCKBoi at 12:44 AM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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