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Sunday, September 18, 2011
Every song i sang with heart and soul...every minute, every second, everyday passes by empty...i grew numb from the pain and yet, here i am back again...i swear i loved her just for being herself, i swear i thought she was the most beautiful girl i've ever met...and then again, i swear i thought it was going to last somehow someway...i keep telling myself its the kind of thing everybody goes through in their life and i just had mine a tad too late...i keep telling myself im wrong over and over again till it aches...the more i lie to myself, the more it gets bigger and puts a huge strain in my head...its affecting my life, my future and im powerless...she's that far away now and never turning back...so why does my heart yearn for something my mind doesnt want...even if i could turn back time, i dont know what i can do to make it better, im just not cut out for it...the doors that open up were all closed shut by me unconsciously, for some reason im still not over it...it'll probably take awhile, maybe i have to keep reminding myself over and over again, maybe it'll end easier in an accident, or maybe something good will come...im praying for the exact opposite of what im wishing for...i dont know what else i could do...i loved her too much to call it quits even after all thats happened...pathetic much...im growing sick of myself...
PuNKRoCKBoi at 3:36 AM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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