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Wednesday, September 07, 2011
Despite all the warnings, shit thats happened, shit that's said, tears that fall, advice against this from close ones and repetition of shit, istillmissher... some things just never change, im probably just still clinging on to what my gramps told my brother, about the follow my heart thing...for the whole of my life, i've been following it and things felt right...now, its been failing me over and over again...over the same matter...am i overthinking things? why, so badly do i believe it'll work when there's clear cut evidence that it wont? i prayed for God to end this phase in my life...but slowly, my prayer turned completely different...into something else...i actually began to ask god to turn her this way...its silly aint it? for a guy to go to such lengths, for a guy to want to do almost anything when its supposedly over to the furthest extent...its unheard of, even sky said so...not even the most desperate of losers i've heard of could match up to me...i must really be the king of them or smth...ill just keep praying without taking any actions, cause it'll probably get retaliated with a pissy mood...if its meant to be, then it will be...and honestly, even with that strong doubt in my mind, its still 50-50...i cant believe it anymore...too fake to be true....
PuNKRoCKBoi at 10:52 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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