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Monday, September 05, 2011
I was wrong...and now im trying to make amends for my mistakes in the past...i still havnt unravel certain things, but in time, i will - INSYAALLAH...im changing again...this time, to something im really comfortable with...it feels peaceful inside, i feel a wee bit weaker, but happier...ocassionally, i get down, but i pray hard and eventually it'll be over...alhamdulillah...advise from sky's mom really got me back on my feet, seeing my mum and dad happier makes me happier and talking with my brother got me feeling different, as though everything that happened before just vanished...i choose to believe i was misled before, and a video lecture by Shaykh Habib Al Jifri straightened out that part...i know now what i must do, and where to find it...a new beginning, a fresh startover...i will forget whatever happened in the past, i shall forgive all those who hurt me before, try to reach out to them again and most importantly, i will ask for HIS forgiveness, cause i've done so much that i couldnt possibly atone for...Ya ALLAH, please guide me back to the righteous path and open my eyes and heart to appreciate what i already have...please give me strength to get through the remains of this ordeal and let me live another day to become a better man...Amin... Insyaallah, we will all find our way to HIM... Labels: I can finally smile again PuNKRoCKBoi at 9:24 PM | Comment
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.:Its Who I aM:. 
Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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