Sunday, October 30, 2011

Contract signed and its time to move on...2 more weeks and ill be saying goodbye to pending...for all its memories, lessons learnt and also the beautiful view of the trees in the pending carpark...yes the trees...beautiful pe...zZz...ill admit, im not over it even now but there's no turning back...i tried to dig up the anger, hatred within but i just cant...im too fucking nice i wanna puke sometimes...i dont mean any ill, i dont wish for revenge, i just wish that we dont meet under the same sky anymore, cause if we do, i dnt know how to react...cause i know somewhere deep inside, kept locked away, i still love her...just 2 weeks, 2 weeks in canadian pizza and ill never come back unless its to visit maz who's in a totally different area, so it shd be fine...i really do feel like i've grown up with her as part of my life, so its way harder...just a few months back we were gigling as we tickled each other, trapped in each other's warm embrace...chatting on the phone for hours about stupid things that came into our minds, going to far away places just for the sake of wasting time together...camwhoring like the camera's gonna be extinct tomorrow...i miss those times, i really do...moving on's not gonna be the same, but a whole new different experience...im gonna have to adapt to it...but i know, no matter how different it gets, ill always have this memory in my heart...cause i cherished every moment i had with her till the bitter end...and i dont have anything to regret, its God's will and i appreciate every minute of it...Alhamdulillah...

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PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:17 PM | Comment


.:Its Who I aM:.
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Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak

Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary

Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989

Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear

Cant stop chewing on his handphone

Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese

Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention

Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is



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.:Ppl who brighten up my day:.
+ Ayu-Froggy
+ Sky-A real brudder
+ Elai-Godsent
+ Eddy-My twin
+ Fizhah-Minah Jepon
+ Mirza-The Strokes guy
+ Keen Hong-Matbeng
+ Paula-Rocker filipino dudettte
+ Pei shan-The cheerful racoon cat
+ Zira-Tun Terrapin

.:Friends:.
+ A fucken awesome critic
+ Atyque
+ Arina-Violent beauty
+ Armelia
+ Azri
+ Bala-Maggi head
+ Cheryl-Dumb Blond
+ Elias
+ Fakhri-The hardcore dude
+ Fee-Short n sweet
+ Fyza
+ Hana-zira's lil sis
+ Hanifa-the blur2 girl lol
+ Haniz-Commando wannabe
+ Haniz-Doink Commando again
+ Huda-Simei nurse
+ Huda-Has 2 blogs
+ Meng Li-The fishmonger frm suntec
+ Mizah
+ Nasihah
+ Roza-cousin of 1st Ladi
+ Syahiidah
+ Thanda-Thanda Bangla
+ Yan-Kak Yan
+ Yasmin-BeeOhAndSeaEyeTea
+ Yesmint-The sports dudette
+ Yazid-A ninja turtle
+ Zemin
+ Zhi Hui-Lil Hamster
+ Zuli-Pucker lips
+ Zee-Master guitarist
+ Zima-Evanescenced
+ Ziyi-Sk8ter gerl

.:Ill Fight For:.

Friends
My loved ones
Family
Myself

.:My wishes:.

Soccer
Thrashing the dudes at counter strike again
To spend the day with my bros again