Sunday, October 30, 2011
Contract signed and its time to move on...2 more weeks and ill be saying goodbye to pending...for all its memories, lessons learnt and also the beautiful view of the trees in the pending carpark...yes the trees...beautiful pe...zZz...ill admit, im not over it even now but there's no turning back...i tried to dig up the anger, hatred within but i just cant...im too fucking nice i wanna puke sometimes...i dont mean any ill, i dont wish for revenge, i just wish that we dont meet under the same sky anymore, cause if we do, i dnt know how to react...cause i know somewhere deep inside, kept locked away, i still love her...just 2 weeks, 2 weeks in canadian pizza and ill never come back unless its to visit maz who's in a totally different area, so it shd be fine...i really do feel like i've grown up with her as part of my life, so its way harder...just a few months back we were gigling as we tickled each other, trapped in each other's warm embrace...chatting on the phone for hours about stupid things that came into our minds, going to far away places just for the sake of wasting time together...camwhoring like the camera's gonna be extinct tomorrow...i miss those times, i really do...moving on's not gonna be the same, but a whole new different experience...im gonna have to adapt to it...but i know, no matter how different it gets, ill always have this memory in my heart...cause i cherished every moment i had with her till the bitter end...and i dont have anything to regret, its God's will and i appreciate every minute of it...Alhamdulillah... Labels: A step forward PuNKRoCKBoi at 11:17 PM | Comment |
.:Its Who I aM:. ![]() Nicks:Ace, Punkrockboi, Le Nachos, Kai, Boi Ongbak Ngee Ann Poly, Bukit View Sec, Keming primary Came to tis cruel world on 22 July 1989 Thinks he's a ninja destined to save the world from an evil koala bear Cant stop chewing on his handphone Still thinks tat the moon is made of cheese Daydreams alot, so dun get angry if he's nt paying attention Overall, he's a happy kid doing wat he does best, watever tat is
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